and have some lead to savor
to put a bullet in my mind
to put a gun against my chest.
I fear i will never get out…
im so fucking angry at myself. all i want to do is slam my fucking head into incoming traffic. I am so sick of myself i just want to engulf my body in fire. im just so sad with myself i just want to drown in my fucking misery. dont worry everyone im fucking fine. no worries here. this guy can hold it together.
…but for how long… who fucking cares.